The Second Night
The stronger Vicodin made me sleepy. I fell into a strong, deep sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I dreamt of running from gangsters and monsters in downtown Manhattan. I dreamt of monsters that...
View ArticleThe Hardest Part
Sleep. Something that I feel I haven’t gotten enough these days. I want to sleep all day, all night, no matter how much caffeine I guzzle down, I seem to not gain energy, but discoloured teeth. Blah. I...
View ArticleA Beautiful Day
The weather here at the lake is wonderful. It’s about forty degrees cooler than the rest of the state. I’ve been outside twice already to soak up the sun and cool breezes blowing in. Since we’ve been...
View ArticleAn Awesome Week
I can only describe this past week with one word: Awesome. That’s something that I never thought that I would use to describe an entire week by. A week ago, I was in observation at a psychiatric...
View ArticleCensorship
I got an email from someone I put on the hosting server tonight. I accidentally set up their WordPress so that their author name on their blog linked back to the email address they picked out when they...
View ArticleOfficially Official
There’s been some changing brewing in my life. Not necessarily bad changes, but changes none the less. It started about a week ago when I had a dream about a friend, someone I hadn’t seen in nearly ten...
View ArticleHospital Videos
Here are a couple of videos I shot while in the hospital the last time. Filmed on the cardiac floor, with my “Stupid iPhone.” I’d also like to point out that it’s 1:30 in the morning, and someone is...
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Love: The Kind You Clean Up With A Mop and Bucket
Thirteen years ago, I was contemplating sex with a stranger, at the risk of being labeled a slut. Today I am contemplating screwing the lead guitarist of a band that my father bought every album of,...
View ArticleCome Ask Away
During my daily waltzes around the web, I came across this: There is no fault in being skeptical. If you are skeptical, it’s probably the other person’s fault for either Being too vague or flakey in...
View ArticleStanding Still, Standing Tall
I looked up some old haunts today. People I haven’t even thought about in years, simply because I have been busy with other things. Relationships, schooling, grabbing up credits, health, things like...
View ArticleSummer Solstice
Summer Solstice is upon us. This Friday, to be exact. I hate the heat, but I’m happy that warmer weather is headed this way. There are so many things that I am really looking forward to this summer....
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Lazy Saturday
An email disappeared from my inbox this afternoon. I sincerely hope that a certain seven year old got into my inbox and deleted it and not that Dennis read through my inbox and I noticed a certain...
View ArticleFour Thousand Strong
We made well over $4,000 in the Save My Sites by the second day, so I’m closing the donations. I think that will cover hosting for a couple of years anyway. Haha, I know right? I want to thank all the...
View ArticleLife Without A Computer
So my computer died. At least I got the site working before the battery exploded and corrupted the motherboard. I was offered a new MacBook Pro, but I repaired mine. I love this computer. I got it as a...
View ArticleIci par le témoin lumineux Feu
Today I feel sad. I know why. I try to get things done and I can’t, and it all comes to the fact that he doesn’t trust me. All these years, and he doesn’t trust me enough to let me use a car that is...
View Article11.12.13
I bet you’re getting so fucking sick and tired of people posting about the date today, huh? I know it drove me crazy on Facebook while I was looking for something to do while pity-talking to someone I...
View ArticleAdieu, Richie
I found out my friend Richie died. No one told me. It’s been nearly six months. I last heard from him in May. I wonder if he got my last letter or if he wrote back? I’ll have to check my mail box. I’m...
View ArticleL’audience est Plus
I feel better today, knowing that the hearing is over. We may have to appeal a third time, and I’m all for that. Our lawyer is certain that it may happen, and this time I really don’t care. One of my...
View ArticleAll Alone
Things at home have been bad. I am hesitant to write it out here because of my stalker, and how this will get her off, but I have to vent and there’s no other place like the present, in front of...
View ArticleAmputation for Christmas
Bright and early Monday morning I woke up with my right leg numb. Assuming it was just asleep, I went ahead and went on with my morning and daily duties. By lunchtime, it was still numb. By Wednesday...
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